Then I stopped as my whole body shook as I had my first orgasm with a man in two years. I screamed “God don’t stop, I’m cumming, finger fuck me ...aby, finger fuck me!!!! With that I could not stand up anymore and my body fell to the floor in a heap of pleasure. Calvin got on his knees above my body and began to suck my breasts as two of his giant fingers worked on my pussy. Soon his thumb was directly massaging my clitoris. I came two more times. I lay on the floor and Calvin stood over me with. In other words, this is a guide which you must change to suit your own situation and the reactions you receive.While the Step Process requires an attitude adjustment on the part of the men/boys you are trying to win over into accepting your going black, it also requires an attitude adjustment on your part too.You must develop a very open minded, adventurous attitude toward sex. You must become adventurous, and challenge your very nature. Some things will be hard to do, but you must not back. You seem to forget that I've had you. I've fucked you!" Sure you pretend that you didn't like it, but you always ended up liking what was happening to you. How the fuck could you live as the wife of a con for all those years if you didn't like it?" he finished."I just did what I had to, to survive. I had to get away from you and Eddie! I had to!" I screamed back at him."Well you know what? I don't fucking care either way! You're my whore; you work for me, and you do what I say!" Steve continued. ’ ‘To be honest David, I don’t really love you.’ ‘Oh I know that. Jack is the man in your life and I appreciate that.’ David replied. ‘How come you seduced him?’ she asked. ‘The act of homosexuality that I never expected between you and him?’ ‘Best not go into that my love. I know it upsets you.’ Helen let the query go. She concentrated on the spiritual experience and something else that was on her mind that bothered her. ‘How did you learn how to do what you did to me? It was amazing, I.