I rubbed my palm over my flat stomach and circled around my breasts. He dropped the magazine to his waist covering his shorts. Was he getting aroused?...It excited me. After I was done applying lotion to the rest of my body I held out the tube of lotion. Do you mind Unc…I mean Jon? What? he said stupidly. Can you get my back? He hesitated but shrugged and took the tube from my hand. I lay down on my stomach. He kneeled beside my chair and started high on my back. He moved slowly down towards my. I couldn’t help it, though. It was just more proof that I had moved to a desolate, ignorant town. Don’t ask me how I considered it proof of ignorance, because it just seemed like the two went together, and I couldn’t tell you why. Every time I passed the pond, I became more and more depressed. I guess the pond was a part of my life, but it seems kind of sad that I placed so much importance on it. I knew I had to get away. I just didn’t know how, or when, or even why. I wasn’t completely sure. “Midwives, Raymond?” Brigit repeated.“How can I think about midwives? You two don’t let me think…”“Would more coffee help?” Brigit asked. She held out a refilled cup to me. I grabbed it and drank.“Midwives?” I said. “I think I know one or two. Why?”“Then go to them and talk about the prevalence of hospital births, please.”Brigit didn’t have to add the ‘please’. I knew she didn’t ask me to do things lightly.“I will, Brigit. What do you want me to do?”“Ask them. You’ll find out.”Brigit. ”“When the treatment started l came off the pill but that meant that Grandad was no longer able to fuck me and it was when he was fucking me that your father found it better for him to keep his erection, so we decided that l would carry on sucking Grandad’s cock while your father fucked me.”“How long did it take for you to get pregnant?” Craig asked.“Just over six months,” Carol replied, “we were on the point of giving up, Grandad was getting frustrated because he couldn’t fuck me though he.