Azia went, then suddenly Tom remembered that he had some porn mags laying around in the bathroom. He rushed after her, but it was too late, when he en...ered the the room, Aiza had already turned a page in the mag and was looking at a black girl sucking a big white cock. Aiza looked at him in shock, she said angry that she would have never belived this about Tom, and called him a pervert. She ran out the door, and Tom was left alone in the apartment. Later the night, Aiza logged on to MSN. Tom. When I pulled back, he smiled that old smile at me. I half smiled back."Beth - I want you to meet Pamela, my fiancée."That was the hardest dinner in my life to choke down. I sat next to dinner and willed a few pieces of turkey into me. I didn't have any problem with the wine, though. After my fourth class Dennis whispered something about me getting drunk. I ignored it and tried to hide my sullenness. I didn't want Robert to see how upset I was.I'm not sure if anyone knew just how upset I. By that time, he had already left. ‘What are you doing?’ his voice skipped off into the sound of the hushing trees. However, I was not able to reply. My hand swept down into the coloured paste, the same colour that his skin radiated. Willingly, I traced a line of this paste onto either side of my face. My cheeks blushing, burning underneath the colour I knew to be his, and all he could do, was watch in confusion. I picked up a second world of colour, one to match my own, and handed it to him.. For increasingly throughout these last few difficult weeks it had becomeharder and harder to sustain my deep love for her and why I simply darenot continue leaving things the way they were, as it was an almost deadcertainty that Brendan was still lurking in the background somewhere,always on the alert and ready to pounce at the slightest sign ofhesitation or weakness on my part. I knew him far too well....Worst of all how much Siobhan might have already started succumbing tohis influence,.