Finally Josh reached out and hugged his mother.“It’s okay, mom.” He told her. “We’re both adults.”“I know but...”“Shhh.” Josh said... He hugged her again. “You really do give great blowjobs!”Heather laughed nervously. “You don’t hate me?” She asked.“Of course not!” He told her. “That really was the best blowjob I’ve ever had.”Heather smiled. “Well good. I’ve had a lot of practice, just not lately.”“I know it’s been tough without dad around.” Josh said. “I know you don’t want to date, but sex is. I seriously wished I could go round and join in. On the other side, across the pathway, lived a mother and daughter, the mother divorced, recently turned 40 (so I found out) and the daughter in late teens, just left school. The first weekend after I moved the weather was very hot and from an upstairs window I could see the two of them were sunbathing on their lawn. I got a pair of binoculars and surreptitiously watched them. As soon as I'd met them I thought how sexy they were, very alike. And he looked up at me. He put down the book on mental disease and looked at me, up and down, and I said, 'What are you trying to prove?' I was standing there in a see-through black nightgown--a see-through black nightgown!--and I stood there a long time. And in that time, every part of me that had any relation with sexuality completely shut down." The person I want is sitting in front of a rubber female he has taken out of a drawer to show me where this is and that is, and the truth is, I. When she rebelled, he hit her several times and threatened to kill her if she ever left him. As soon as he had left for work, she packed up some clothes and personal items and hit the road. She emptied her bank account so she didn’t have to use a credit card that he could trace. I asked her where she was going and she said she really didn’t know. She’d been driving west for the past two days with no destination in mind. Tears started to trickle down her cheek and her voice cracked. A moment.