I could tell from the last conversation that he was worried and didn't want to say much. I had learned in psychology that women can often hear from th... tone of voice or whatever that others are uncertain. Up to that point, I was certain that Charles was okay. Now, I was seriously worried. My body began to shake. For the first time, I allowed the possibility of the grim reality to enter my thoughts. I watch the news. Some woman or man is at home waiting to hear whether the latest casualties are. I am her god and no word against my decision. Always agreeing with me.She like small cloths to wears in the house. Most of the time she wears a small bra and panty. But she look sexy in her dress. After one month her menstrual periods were stopped. She afraid of it and asked me to abort her. I stopped her and told her I want a kid from you. Assured her with promises and she was happy all the ways. She gave a birth of our first kid in January 15, 2003. Now she is breast-feeding mother some times. " I'm not sure if I should be offended by that?" You just seem the type. Scruffy, and artistic rather than-" Intelligent? You waited all night to tell me that? Ouch! Well, this is a definite first for me," I laugh, amused by her bizarre method of flirting. "So, have you ever managed to pick anyone up with these backhanded compliments? It seems like a risky tactic to insinuate that someone is stupid." I didn't mean it like that," she mutters, appearing annoyed, almost angry with herself. "Look,. But, I feel very loved here. Mrs. Ryan has taught me lots of ways to showmy love. We will sometimes play house and go back inside the bedroom andclose the door. Mrs. Ryan will dress me up pretty and then we will bothget in bed together and she shows me a lots of things that make herhappy. She tells me that she loves those times and I have to agree.When I had healed from that first surgery, the Ryans took me in to thesame doctor for a different kind of surgery. This next surgery helped meto fit.