I was gay, but I didn't think anyone knew. "Whatmakes you think I am?" "Huh?" Dan started. "Your mom and dad found your magazines years ago,he tol... me. It's why I agreed you could come work with me." I thought this all over. It explained why Dad had turned so damnedsour on me back when I was like fifteen or sixteen. Neither he nor Mom hadsaid a word about it, and my magazines hadn't been touched that I'd noticedbut, yeah, that explained a lot. Like why he hadn't set me up with one ofhis. An empty, nagging feeling settled itt the pit of his stomach; it told him he should be there with Nancy, coaching and directing her in the part she had to play with Weindorf. The more he thought about it the more he realized he was creating doubts in his own mind that weren’t there before. Nancy had done a great job so far, and he wasn’t even aware of what she was doing. She’d do all right on her own, he decided. After all, wasn’t she in love with him?Then he felt. ’ Carl looked towards the house. ‘Lots of Coyotes around here, Carl.’ I told him. ‘None the size of what Henry says that thing of yours is.’ I didn’t answer. ‘I got to see him, Dan.’ Carl said finally after sizing me up. ‘All right. But I need you to get back in your truck.’ Carl looked at me but went over and got in. I walked over to the porch, it took a bit of coaxing but Slash finally came out. I could tell he was extremely nervous, he kept glancing over to where Carl was. I walked him to. They were beautiful, two perfectly normal babies whonursed side by side as I held them in my arms. Mymother arrived from Maui shortly after we got homefrom the hospital, and it was wonderful to watch heras she took charge of our household. Needless to say,I would have been lost without her. Hillary soonreturned to his grueling medical studies, and I threwmyself into becoming a full-time mom.By the end of November, I was hard at work on gettingmy figure back. After everything I had gone.