. in moderation. You’re kind of cute, in a way — for an old guy."It was at that moment I realised my atheism was a delusion. There was a God, and ...e was a caring God, a God who'd wired some women a certain way, given them a yen for older men; sat by my side was his most excellent effort to date.She took my hand in hers and placed it between her knees and gently guided it over her inner thigh, opening her legs a little more with the passing of my palm. Taking control of my own hand, I moved. ”“Do you love me? Are you in love with me?”“Yes, I love you.”“But are you in love with me?”“They are the same thing to me. Aren’t they to you?”, Sally asked.“No, I do love you and I am in love with you. The difference to me is that being in love with you means I can’t do anything without thinking about you. Your needs, wants, and desires. You are always on my mind. If I just loved you, I could probably go days without being with you as you are then more of a friend and not my girlfriend. Do you. " I Love you too, Jennie. See you soon."I found Frank, the rancher I worked for and told him I needed the rest of the day off to take care of a family emergency. He patted me on the shoulder and said, "Go on, son. Let me know if there's anything I can help with."Frank's a great guy. He and his wife, Marie took me in when I ran away from home four years ago after my dad beat the crap out of me because I tackled him for slapping Jennie around. He took off to his favorite tavern and I took off for. One of the mules in the team drawing the lead wagon had been shot, so neither wagon had any way to escape. Several men were lying, dead, on the ground near the wagons, and the only return fire from the wagons was coming from what they assumed to be the driver in the lead wagon. From the noise and the puffs of powder smoke they saw, it looked like there were 11 attackers, and the sole remaining defender was not going to last much longer.It didn't take much discussion for Jane and Ed to decide to.