All of a sudden my body was on fire. I did not want to go through any preamble or foreplay, I wanted to feel this man inside me and I told him so. “...ut yourself inside me. I want you inside me.” He paused, looking at me for a moment, and then obliged. Putting his arms around me, he lifted me to the built-in shelf at the side of the shower. It was the perfect height as he sat me upon it. “Don’t thrust. Just be inside me. Fill me up and stay there. Let me feel you inside me. Let yourself feel me. I'd never given much thought about guys before - never had an interest. But I have to admit, when I saw the frozen frame of the two guys going down on each the other night, I downloaded it.Actually I had downloaded quite a few...and intended to delete them after I had viewed them. That is before my computer seized up on me."So I noticed quite a selection of videos you downloaded to Real Player," Randy said without even looking up at me.My heart was thumping loudly in my chest. Shit, did this. “Well, Paul, I’ll see you later.” He spoke my name as if questioning it. He made his way to the front door, turning as he left to add, “About 7.30 then. Be ready for me” My heart was pounding. Whatever had I got myself into? Part of me was excited, and part scared to death. I returned from an afternoon at work, wondering what lay ahead. I dressed in some casual clothes, and waited for my ‘guest’ to arrive. Almost on the dot of 7.30 the door bell rang. I approached the door hesitantly, my heart. The buzzing of my cell phone sent my thoughts scattering."Where are you?" Michelle asked urgently."At the jail," I answered."You need to get your ass back here," my paralegal ordered me. "Judge Castille has been waiting for you since eight o'clock." Why?" I wondered. "There was nothing on the schedule."Michelle was silent. It dawned on me that word of the prosecution's conduct had spread through the courthouse."Michelle?" I asked. "Was there something on the schedule I was unaware of?" Uh, no,".