Still, I could not move, only whimper. As he drew nearer I saw he was truly handsome, the lines of his face strong, the only softness his black hair w...ich was wavy, a few errant curls falling onto his forehead. Some strange light seemed to fill his eyes, and they appeared almost golden, not the dark brown I’d been expecting. When he was eight feet away he stopped, his flicking to my damp pants. Great, I thought with bitter sarcasm, I’d die fully humiliated. ‘Tanaka Itou,’ he said in a pleasant,. Kelly eyed my drink. “Aw! You don’t want to try it? It’s really good.” She shot Alyssa a look.Alyssa chimed in too. “Yeah, brother-doodle. You’re in college now. Shouldn’t you be experimenting?”I looked from one woman to the other. Nobody at home ever tried to get me to drink alcohol. We didn’t really need it. If someone wanted to fool around, a couple of hints went a long way. Was this their idea of those hints, or was something else going on?I sat down. “If you two have something in mind for. Leila and her mum had a very close relationship and discussed everything on a daily basis, I can remember over hearing them one time talking about sex and penises and Leila was saying how blessed I was and that it hurt some of the time. Now, they didnt go into any gory detail, despite Mrs P’s best endeavours, as all I could hear from Leila was “Mum!, don’t be so rude, I’m not telling you that, I’ve told you he’s bigger than average and my biggest, you don’t need to know anymore than that!”. The. At least that's what the police told me. They had no suspects and the case was closed soon after his death. I had my own suspicions since that was the same time Connie decided to have me as his mistress. To this day, I regret my actions.I was seduced by Connie with money and beautiful things, but most of all by his promise to see my son educated. Without considering the consequences, I let myself be taken by Connie one night when Ramon was working. I was so ashamed and I told Connie that I.