"I mean exactly that," I said. "Every day I wake up and I'm a girl I feellike screaming. I feel like my body's actually trying to kill me andevery tim... I do anything feminine I feel like I'm falling down a blackhole. But when I'm like this, when I'm being a boy... I feel comfortable.It's like a security blanket, like I can pretend for one, blissful momentthat it's actually real." Claire..." Mum whispered. "Why didn't you tell us earlier?" Seriously? After the reaction I just got?" I said,. One day, her parents got into the car together. As always, I went over to see if I could ride too. They put the leash on me and let me in the car. Then we got out at the vet's. I smelled something awful and when I woke up, I hurt beneath my tail. They had put an odd shield on my middle so I couldn't reach back and sniff. When I got home, she hugged me in front, but she laughed at the shield too.She was growing, too. It took me a bit of time to notice it. When I used to bump her ankle, I bumped. ”“Well you sure got the body to be a porn star young lady.” Another man said.“Her tits are too small.” Another man said.“Not everyone likes big tits moron, small ones are sweeter aren’t they honey?” Another man said.“Mine are.” I said as I put my hands on them then tweaked my nipples. “Do you mind if I wander around a bit, see what you’ve got here?”“You can see what I’ve got anytime that you want honey.” One guy said.“Go with her Tommy, make sure that she doesn’t do anything dangerous,”. ’That’s how he said it.Oral sex. The Quaalude and scotch had really relaxed me. ‘You mean she won’t suck your cock?’I asked. ‘Yea,she thinks it’s dirty or some shit.’Then he goes,’Sheila,when you’re with your boyfriends,is that something you do?’ I looked down to his lap and said very slowly,’Every fucking time.’This time there was definitely movement. ‘But I don’t just drop to my knees and go at it.There’s always kissing and cuddling first.’ He nodded his head,took a sip of his drink and.