We paused for a while looking at each other as the moments seemed to strech in to infinity. Then we heard the key in the lock and the moment was lost...Sarah was drunk, too drunk to suspect and after a few minutes of chat and a coffee she headed off to bed. We stayed up and talked some more, the passion and desire still burning bright, but you were resolved to your self control. You thanked me for making you feel so desired and apologised for sending me to bed so frustrated. We hugged and. We had gone from +12 to UTC.I headed back to my cabin to sleep, they all went to the hotel where their brothers and sisters had arrived, it would be arriving. Just before going to sleep I called Isaac.“Hi, Dad,” he said.“Hey, thanks for trying to get along with everyone today. Tomorrow is going to be loud and busy, there’s a bottle of lube in your toiletry kit, do what you can to get your hormones balanced ok? I’d really like for tomorrow to go smoothly.”“Christ Dad, you think I’m acting out. Next day I knew the bitch had arrived when the dogs appeared in the garden and started to dig up the lawn. Looking out from the pod window I could see Madge and the wife glasses in hand both smoking weed on the patio. Madge a beauty 20 years ago, now had a look of a single woman who didn’t give a fuck no k**s, Hugh saggy tits, hair grey streaked and long. Calling her dogs over the a****ls both obeys and stuck there noses in Madges groin and sat looking up at their owner expecting. Stopping work. " She shut the book she was not reading in exasperation. She could not believe how something so trivial was winding her up. Standing up, she headed to the window and looked down the street. A group of four boys were walking along the pavement kicking a ball between them.She watched the boys but her attention was turned inwards. "Was this how it started " She wondered. "No woman is born a spinster, they become one." Her breath misted the window as an unwanted feeling she recognised as insecurity.