"Don't get me wrong, I don't feel sorry for myself. After all, I still have Little Kenny. But I realized this morning that I miss being around men," s...e said. Then, at the mention of this morning, she blushed."That's the first one I have touched, in that way, since Kenny," she said so quietly I almost couldn't hear her.She had paused from feeding me, the fruit cup and spoon still in her hands. She had a faraway look in her eyes, kinda like she had forgotten I was there. I didn't know what to. What the hell happened?" How did you know?" It...it's something in your eyes, I guess." Look," I said. "How about if we go out on the patio and I'll explainwhat happened, at least as best as I can figure it out." She nodded. Itwas a warm morning, with just a slight breeze. I enjoyed the sensation ofthe air tickling my bare knees.Soon we were seated on one of the tables. I wanted to be outdoors so wecould smoke. God, I really needed a cigarette right now. I reached intomy purse, pulled out a. It was warm in my bed. It was just cool outside of it. Yes I was tempted to stay in bed. If I had been with someone, I might have. Even though my bed was only a few inches wider than my prison bunk, it was a damn sight more comfortable. The bed had two sets of springs. One was in the box spring part of the bed. The mattress also had an inner spring. Both parts of the set were extra firm, and that was really comfortable on my broken down body.I finally found the courage to get up and go to the. I hold her hand and dragged her back to me and she directly fell on my legs and hugged her tight in such a way that her head was on my chest. I said “Maam there is something that I need to tell. I loved you from the first time I saw u but didn’t have the guts to tell you. I promise I will make you be happy all times”. That last line was spontaneous. Then I kissed her like hell and she was with me at that time.We had French kiss but ma’am was having a problem has he had to turn 45* to kiss me so.