I kissed her neck holding her boobs. My dick was already big and touching her ass from behind. She was also aroused. She told, do anything quickly. I ...nzipped her night on top and took her boobs out and started sucking it like a wild dog. She was moaning but was controlling her voice. My hands were so rough that my hand’s mark was made on her boobs. I bit her nipples and started playing with her nipples and breasts.I carried her and made her sit on kitchen slab and parted her legs. She was. The woman was highly agitated, but I could not identify her problem. I didn’t think that it was a car problem because she could use her cellphone to call for help.Suddenly I realized that the woman was wearing a blue shirt. It was a long shot, but she might be a member of the Blue Shirt Gang. If I were what was upsetting her, it was time for me to disappear. I turned toward the wet-lands and crossed the road to reach them. Conveniently, there was sort of a natural bridge along here where I. It took me a long time to realize that girls were interested in a guy who did things, who had something to offer, something in addition to or--better yet, instead of--a pathetic desperate leer while hiding behind a bush or something.It took a long time for me to understand that.In the meantime, I altered my strategy a little. I decided that there was no need to limit myself to whatever lighted window I might find during the evening or night. Besides, it was pretty tough to find a reason to go. I was able to block the emotional energy, but there was a lot of leakage in my shield. It was completely self-taught, so I wasn't sure even how I was doing it, let alone where the leaks were coming from.I spent more and more time rock climbing. As with Splay, it was a way to be alone when I might otherwise have been with Teddy. She said it out loud the first time, before I had a chance to even formulate the thought for myself."You're a loner at heart, aren't you?" I had my head resting on her.