'Enjoy the show last night?' He jumped and turned around. His face got flustered and he kind of stuttered, 'UH, What show?' 'The show I put on for you... Do you like my 18 year old body, mister..?' He nodded his head. 'Next time, keep your lights on so I can watch you, dirty old man!' smiling and winking as I said it. He finally recovered from the shock. 'I enjoyed the show very much! I've watched you a lot but I didn't think you knew it. Yeah, next time I'll let you watch me, too.' I was waiting. My marriage lasted ten years. Ten years wasted, ten miserable years. I don’t want to fall into the same trap again.’ She looked away from the foxgloves to the sandy stretch of path where a line of red ants moved from one clump of grasses to another. It lay looking very white in the warm sunshine, the ants, by comparison, looked almost black. ‘You heard John shout at me at that party. He often did so, and when he didn’t, he’d either tell me what I did wrong or ignore me. When I tried to. One we weren’t at work and two I had started smoking again to help me over the estrogen roller coaster. We were gathered around Nick’s kitchen table for a brain storming session. The table was big enough for everyone’s laptop, sketch pad, and whatever else they wanted to use. Almost everyone who mattered from Wild Crescent was there including our promoter Mike. He was the one who recruited me way back when. Mike was there to talk about all the latest projects he and Nick were working on. He. Di goes to the door . Mary and I hear a disagreement of some kind. We wander over to the door. I see 3 guys standing there. Di tells them to wait a minute. She takes Mary into the kitchen, and I hear a few words, but can't tell what they are saying. They return to the door and tells the tall guy, OK but only one guy in the house at a time. I'm still oblivious. Di tells me that this guy works with her, and his name is Ted. Di said that since Mary had never seen a guy suck another guy's cock,.