I went into the kitchen and ignored Mark’s covered dish and settled on a good old fashion PB&J.I leaned up against the counter and turned the radio ...n, catching the BBC on NPR. I listened to the latest news and finished off my sandwich. It wasn’t very satisfying, but I wasn’t hungry anymore, and shortly caught myself daydreaming. In college I had gotten drunk and been approached at a bar by a girl I had seen around a few times. We talked for a while, and I was surprised when she asked me back. I was surprised that the skinny horse didn’t occur to me sooner … it was a Great Dane. It must have been between 2.5 and 3 feet at the shoulders. I had a sudden premonition of what this night could have in store for me and I took an involuntary step back.Nick stepped up to them and extended his hand to the man. “Ben, I am glad you could make out tonight.” He turned to the woman and introduced himself and she back to him. Her name was Sarah. No last name or other information was exchanged.Ben. He's always wanted me to dominate him but I know so little about it we've neverreally tried it” “Ohreally?” Mistress says. “ Well if you'd like perhaps I could showyou some things about controlling a male”. “Really?!?!” Amysays as her eyes light up. “This is turning out to be the coolest jobI've ever had!” As I lay there on the gyno-exam table listening to thisincredible conversation the retention enema was beginning to make me cramp.Mistress then began explaining to Amy my current situation.. I had the one thing I’d wanted my whole adult life and now I wanted desperately to share it with the man that had been the other half of Arian and Brigid’s work. I’d gotten used to him not being there, but had still walked to my pool as my belly swelled and bathed away my cares and concerns with my aches and pains. I thought back on the moments we’d shared and it wasn’t just as lovers, as sex partners, we were way more than that. I loved him, and would have given everything to have him back in.