"Yes," Zack said to Loni, and then told Nani, as he kissed her, "I am in love with you. I don't think you would like it back in England where it is co...d and rainy, and besides it has customs you know nothing about. Being honest, after thinking it over there isn't much I miss about home now that I have you. You saved my life. You've given me so much, and not going home is not that much to give up."Nani still had her arms and legs tightly wrapped around Zack, and he could feel the tears on his. She never wanted to. Whenever I tried, she’d cover her face so she couldn’t see it.One more thing, at my age, it is technically possible I could have a heart attack while masturbating but I don’t think it will happen. However, if I were to die while masturbating in my bed…She will not find me in the nude…So true. So true. So true. She will not find me naked but she will find me with my undershorts rolled up tightly around my legs and under my butt. My hand will still be holding my cloth-covered. “As you know I’ve been talking to the ‘hyenas.” This was her term for her colleagues. “They all say they agree which means that some of them do. I think we can do it but I need you to do two things. First, write me a speech for the Company Directors’ dinner next week. Second, approach Libby Manning about heading up the new ministry. It’ll be a big promotion for her but she’s ready and she’s good, very good in fact.”Tenant knew that Libby and I were almost an item.“May I ask why you don’t. "By the time we got home I was really on edge. I wanted to be a girl, andI always knew that dad wasn't about to accept it like I had always hoped.Now, one of us was going to get their way, but with all of the thingsthat could go wrong looming just ahead of me, I wondered why I couldn'tjust dress up once in a while. What was it that was driving me to do somany stupid things in a row? I dragged the bags in the house, walkingright past dad, went up to my room then put everything in my dresser..