But death ... is so final.The death chamber was unlocked, and he was escorted to the chair, stripped, and strapped in. When the guards were done, he c...uld open his mouth, but he could not move much else. Even though the witnesses were 20 feet in front of him, he could not see them on the other side of the window because of the lighting. He wondered how many of them got their thrills at these executions.The warden stepped in, and for the official record, read Sam's crime and judgment. Sam wished. It took days, weeks to get my strength back, by the Mid-September, I began to jog. I started with two kilometres and gradually increased my distance. By the end of October, I was running ten kilometres every night. The streets surrounding Wood Green shopping centre were dead at two in the morning. The only sound you could hear was my trainers hitting the pavement. I felt the autumn breeze on my face, as I glided along the streets.When I finished my jog and got back to my sanctuary, I would work. Being young and gay, my social life had just been flushed down the toilet. I had read many gay stories about lumberjacks but was sensible enough to know the difference between fantasy and reality. The school was charming, and my new principle very engaging. At least, my new workplace was going to be far less troublesome than my former school. The kids were also fantastic, and far better disciplined than the brats I formerly had to contend with. So things weren’t all bad... I supposed.The town. ...I didn't get much sleep that night. I stayed up most of the night thinkingabout how she could have done this to me. When I finally did drift off Ikept seeing those strange girls from last night. Then Sarah came into myroom and woke me up."Hey little girl get up!" Huh, what?" I said half sleep."Boy even as a girl you look bad in the morning." A girl! It wasn't a dream?" No it wasn't a dream, now get up and go take a shower we are going out." Why, I'm not going any where like this." Remember.