I masturbated daily, always thinking of different men fucking me at a party. I read more and more about the lifestyle. I went to a website that looked...interesting. I read their rules, when they held parties, and how much it cost. Was I seriously considering swinging? I really didn't know. My marriage needed help. Would me fucking another man help? Ray fucking another woman, would that help? I needed answers to those questions. I was thinking of how I could broach the subject of swinging. A. Then she told me that they wanted to see me cum, actually she said they wanted me to jerk off and cum and that Lexi wanted to see me eat my cum afterwards. I told her I wasn't so sure about eating my cum, she smiled and said "you were asked to do it before." I just swallowed hard and asked what the big deal was about watching me eat my own cum. She just smiled and asked me to help bring the food and drinks out, so I did.We ate lunch together and just visited about general stuff, not sex or. Doug and I are going to have a baby! Doug says we can go to Iowa so I’ll be there when he goes down. I just hope he goes to prison. It would serve him right after everything he’s done.’ (The paper says he’s looking at ten years, minimum. Isn’t that great?’) ‘It is. I can’t wait to see the expression on his face when I show up. I guess I can tell you where I am now…New York City in a beautiful suite at the Plaza Hotel. Doug brought me here on a charter flight to buy me engagement and wedding. 100 note. She was looking at my wallet and the money in it. She said sir kuch paise dejiye and I looked at her and said kya?Beggar lady: thoda paisa dehke is gareeb ka madat ki jiye.Me: Paise tho dunga lekin tum muje degi (I gave a wicked smile).Beggar lady: matalab?Me: tum mere liye kuch karo tho mein Rs.100 tume dunga.By looking at her face I understood that she realised what was my intentions.Me: tumhara naam kya hai?Beggar lady: Basanthi.Basanthi: sir ji tho muje kya karna hoga?Me: mere.