I’ve always wanted a master, someone that I can worship and who can control me. By giving up complete control, I’ll be releasing myself from all t...e demons and negativity of the dark past.The next few hours fly by without much drama. I reply to all of his emails curtly and answer a few phone calls. I send out a couple of letters for him and continue answering emails as they arrive in the inbox. For lunch, I go across the street and order a grilled chicken salad, my usual. I see the usual. I continued the class, being sexually charged and aware of the blood that was pumping through my hot body, and the sweat that was running off us.Most lights went out at the end of the class. The instructor advised us to stay in ‘savasana’ pose until our bodies were ready to face mundanity. I closed my eyes and tried to get sex off my mind, getting ready to go back home. The space was quietly emptying, as people rolled their mats up and left one by one.I was enjoying the soft zen like music, and. The first was to set up a Trust for the Wellman Clinic. The next was todonate an old dairy farm to the Wellman Clinic. That was to be used forlong term treatments and as a S.A.F. House. The last was to be onpermanent retainer to the Wellman Clinic in all legal matters.Well life went on and the Wellman Clinic liked my work for the hardcases and the reports of cases in various Psyche Wards of Femaleclients claiming they were men and got put into a woman's body who feltthe effects of a rape. The. ””The look on my face told her that I really had had no idea about it.““Besides, Stian, if you think about it - if we Alfar were a jealous sort - there would be a day that there would be no men to give us babies anymore.””The smile she gave me equaled the one Meldainiel had given me, but Bellcauniel also took my hand and made me follow her to the bedroom. I saw no reason to resist.““So, Stian, you want to cash the Bonds the Guardians gave you. How have you planned to do it?””It was the third.