" she commandsI silently get dressed minus my underwear and watch Denise finish dressing. She is really beautiful. I would never have considered her a... a potential partner due to the age gap and her intimidating feminine physique. I like Sandra's slim straight body shape (I read a lot of Women's articles online. I think for homework so I can understand women better) and small breasts."Ready SD?" She asks as she pulls up her zip."Yes Miss." I answer"This is our secret now so remember to call me. She was playing horseshoes when I got down. It was obvious she'd never played. One of the "nice young men" who worked there was showing her how to throw the shoes. He was standing behind her with his left hand on her waist while he moved her right hand backwards and forwards, trying to explain that he wanted the horse shoe to make one horizontal circle on its way to the pin, forty feet away. I watched as he stood aside - reluctantly, I thought - and watched her swing her arm back and then. ‘Take your hand…’ I pulled my hand away. ‘Ferry, you can leave, I meant nothing untoward. But, I want you to know how deeply sorry I am. I failed you and hurt you. Although, there isn’t a day I don’t think of you, what bothers me most is that I hurt you. You did not in any way deserve that. I don’t expect you to forgive me, but please at least know I am sorry.’ Ferry looked at me for a long time. I met her gaze. ‘I fucking hated you, Kyle. I mean really hated you for a long time.’ Even though. Wanda, Jo and Tess said they were coming, too. I certainly didn't have anything to hide from them, so I agreed."I think Matthew is smitten by Becky," I said after we were away from the group."You just noticed that?" Lettie laughed."Becky seems to be a little smitten with him, too," Jo said."Jase, haven't you noticed that when Becky feeds Della at night, she always turns toward Matt?" Tess asked."No, I didn't notice. That's pretty brazen. I'm surprised she'd do that," I said."I don't think she.