I could smell her fragrant, womanly excitement. Again, I restrained myself.She was now on knees and elbows, her breasts were hanging down. I leaned mo...e forward to fondle them, in this position, my face now touching her sweet butt. I relented and ran my tongue along her butt crack as I massaged her breasts, her nipples welcoming my gentle pinch. Her obvious pleasure was transferred to my own loins.This massage was off to an exciting start. I reminded myself that it was only just beginning and. I was wondering if it would be too shameful to face the man who had done that stuff to me, making me question my values, my manhood, my desires.I flipped a page and wondered if I really actually enjoyed what happened. I tried to tell myself it was wrong, perverted, shameful, but a part of my brain kept saying ‘YES you know dammed well you liked it. You were begging him for it. And didn’t it feel wonderful throbbing with power in your hands?’I turned another page and said in my head, ‘No, it’s. At some point, John started pushing for a meet, but I wasn't ready I toldhim. "We'll see about that," he said.The following day, I was walking towards home when a car pulled up askingfor directions. The man got out to show me his map and as he did so hepressed a cloth over my mouth. The last thing I remember was falling intothe back of his car and it all going dark.I awoke sometime later in a big white room on a bed of white linen and Icould feel I was naked. I tried to move and immediately. House?"The Reynolds Estate," Mike explained. The Reynolds family had ownedabout half the state going back 150 years. The initial fortune was mademining. The money now came from never-ending real estate holdings."Lawrence is the head of the magical group I joined and has this partyevery year. It's supposed to be really fancy."Mike waited until the driver got out and opened the door before he tookmy leash and exited pulling my slightly as I took an extra minute to getmy balance on the crushed.