"Yes, I know, dumb, I really didn't see it coming."Well, if you want, you can come and shower with me, think of all the water we'll save," she laughed...I really, really wanted to but I also had a raging hard-on which I knew she would see."Um, well, I..." Oh, I get it. Alan, I've seen guys naked before and, yes, I know all about erections. I'm a big girl now, I've even had one inside me, see, that's how I got Nathan," she laughed as she stood there so calmly, perfectly nude and delicious.I knew. And beautiful. It wouldn't be a boring evening.But when Laura stepped inside Rhonda's apartment, she saw Sholandra standing there. Immediately a welter of emotions clearly shook them both. Laura could see the surprise in Sholandra's eyes. She hadn't known Laura was coming. Had Rhonda planned this?Laura realized quickly that Sholandra had no idea Laura and Rhonda sometimes slept together. At the same time, she also knew that though Sholandra had accused her of it, she had never actually admitted. Come east.Come to the city of possibilities, however nebulous, of hope, however slim and without foundation.And now, looking around, she sees that the city has drawn her to it like a vacuum.She has been attracted, moved by a nothingness, an emptiness even greater than that she left behind, she sees.Because there is no clue here, no indicator.There is no sign from heaven.And to seek within her heart is to know only more emptiness.Inspiration does not strike.She has gone from hopelessness to. Sally says come here and hold me and kiss me I say no, she asks are you mad at me I say no but if we start up again you cervix will never relax, she giggles and asks is this normal, I say I have never had it happen before but I have never impregnated a woman before. Her eyes get real big and says you think you made me pregnet, I say I don’t know but I think your cervix is using my cock to keep my seed trapped in your womb till you egg is fertilized. She says how long does that take, I say I.