We ended up driving up to Bolling and getting Derek fitted for his first real set of golf clubs. After, we stopped by Gracarie's Cocina and had an ear...y dinner with Grace and Marie. It was fun catching up with everything that was going on with them. Jane and Grace were still going strong, and were in the process of adopting their third child. Marie's husband wasn't doing well, health wise, and she was very worried about him.On the drive back home, Shirley and I really began to discuss our. The overtness of the overture, brevity of foreplay, fear of discovery, and my basic naivete made my cooperation next to impossible. I was hysterically fightened that Jim would barge in at any moment to discover us. I began to undue my jeans in answer to her invitation but embarrassed both her and myself by exposing a completely flaccid penis and stuttering and mumbling something about having to get home for lunch – after which I very clumsily and quickly left. During the next few after-work. In fact, rather than my old circle of friends, there are so many new people I now know that it had left me somewhat insecure and lonely.A few months ago, I had been introduced to Roy and Carol by a mutual friend and they seemed to like me right away. Roy was tall, about six-two, trim, handsome, wavy brown hair, hazel eyes, around thirty-five, I judged. I liked him right away. Carol, however, seemed a bit intimidating. First of all, she was gorgeous, simply stunning. She was model-material;. I don't get out much being married & I tried to convince him to stick around for a few more beers,but he was hell bent on leaving.Steve spoke up & offered to give me a ride home after everyone left the party & I accepted.After a few more games of pool everyone except Steve & I were gone by this time its nearing 4am & Steve asked me if I just wanted to stay & get some sleep 1st then he would give me a ride home near noon or so.I agreed but needed to call my wife & explain the situation.Neither.