”“Crystal, lets cut back across the woods on this old logging road. I’ll show you where there’s another big spring coming out of some rocks th...t has some really cold water.”“Okay, I want to know all about this place.”They jogged side by side through the tall grass before they entered the wooded area again.Once they were under the shade of the huge trees, there was no grass and just an occasional bush growing in the old logging road. Dog and his pups were running parallel with them, a few yards. When she kissed me, I was expecting just a peck, I mean; I was her bother, well, adopted brother. But NO! I felt her tongue touch my lips, right there in front of everyone, though, I don’t think they could tell anything other than the kiss lasted a couple seconds ... seconds that seemed like forever!Well, Jane came in making lots of noise, and we all scrambled up, and Mama brought in the cake. We didn’t have 13 candles, but that was ok. I blew out the few on it and my wish was going to come. It did not take us long to organize and we started sipping on the beer. I looked hard at her with eyes to say when do we start; she understood and she called me close. She kissed me and my lips started to reciprocate. I was taking some beer and from my mouth putting it into hers and then sucking tongue and she sucked mine. This went on till I put my hand on her breast. It was lovely; I opened the buttons in front and out came the two beautiful ball cover by a lace bra. I was so excited seeing. .. suicide, more than once. I’ve not come close to acting on that thought, but I’ve been trying to find a way out of my life’s mix of boredom and fear. From reading, I knew that running away, particularly at my age, was likely to lead to prostitution or drugs or both. I thought that a sport, perhaps soccer, would help. It did, but not in any way that I would have guessed. I had almost given up on soccer being a useful outlet, a way to ... I ... I don’t know. I don’t know, but it wasn’t working,.