She asked me to tell her everything about it afterwards: she would wait for me in my bed. How convenient that my mother was away with her husband for ... couple of weeks!I went out, walking fast in the streets as boys were cat calling me at every corner. I don't think most of them realized I was a man and it was really exciting to be so desirable. I arrived at July's place and knocked at her door._"Hi sissy, wow, you look so damn slutty! You're so beautiful; John is going to like that!"I entered. “A couple each year.”Holy shit! You think I would have heard about a monster attacking girls if it was that many. Well maybe not. I didn’t tell anyone and I guess I could see how a girl wouldn’t want to tell someone a monster had attacked her. It was hard enough when it was a human, let alone a “fictional” monster. No one would believe me.“It’s ok.” I said to reassure him.“I can’t control it. It’s like this ever present hunger in the pit of my stomach that will not go away. When it gets. " Her voice dripped with sarcasm. "Nowyou just go sit back down and I'll be the one to decide how feminineyou'll look. I don't want to hear another word out of you."Frankie retraced his steps down the hall to the vanity and sank back downin the chair with a look of misery on his face. Lisa felt the anger leaveher and then the wave of exhilaration as she realized she had cowed himinto submission. She wasted no time in cleaning up the few loose hairs inhis eyebrows and plucked just a few more to. Conners had a calm, no-nonsense manner. She was sympathetic to what Mindy had gone through with the cult, but didn’t treat her like a fragile child. The doctor’s attitude was, ‘Fine. I understand, now let’s get to work.’The woman I eventually would come to call a friend, Lindsey Conners, became angry at Dr. Fredrick Schultz. She had at first also been sadly amused with her fellow professional. Yet another doctor taking advantage of yet another vulnerable patient. As we talked, amusement turned.