I drove home with a smile on my face. I stayed in my room that evening and put together an envelope with a note. I wrote a message that said, "Here ar... some photos I took of you and your family. If you don't leave Cindy Matthews alone, the photos will be sent to her." I also included a photo of Dexter and Cindy kissing that I stole from Cindy's room. "The photo of Cindy and you will go to your wife. Have a nice day."I didn't really know if the woman Dexter was with was his wife or even that the. I was unbuckled and shecarried me to the rocking chair. "Ready for the rest of your lunch?"she asked me.I shrugged. "I guess," I sighed.She looked concerned but just pulled her shirt opening down, unlatchedher nursing bra flap and presented me with the dripping nipple. Istared at the nipple for a long moment. Several weeks ago, I wouldprobably have gotten horny while thinking about this, but instead thenipple just stood out and existed. I sighed as I leaned forward and putmy mouth around her. McGowan, please," I blurted out. "Please. Don't doanything. I learned my lesson. It won't happen again. Really. Ipromise." I was close to tears."Calm down, Johnny," she said as she came around her desk to stand nextto me. "Here." She handed me a box of tissues.I took one out and wiped my eyes. She must have realized how upset Iwas, because her voice became much gentler."My job isn't to judge you or your mother. Only to make sure thatwhatever is going on isn't harmful to you. I wanted to check. I turned a corner when suddenly" STOP! I'm gonna be sick" Amy screamed! I pulled over and no sooner had I stooped Amy was out and running into the woods, then I could hear her coughing and spitting her sick. I wandered over to where I thought she could be from the sound, it was so dark in the woods. I finally found her and could just make out her shape in the darkness, she was hunched up squatting on the floor. " you ok Amy " I asked. No reply, I crouched next to her and started rubbing her.