You will feel every beautiful wonderful sensation of being inside a woman, the heat, the wetness, the silky squeeze, you will even begin to feel like ...ou are going to cum." The cold burn was fading, my breathing relaxed. "But then it will fade. You will be able to get very very close Peter but you won't be able to cum all night. We may have to periodically reapply it but as you are the first test subject don't know the long term effects." "Would it be so bad if he could. I know that if I got even one day to do whatever I wanted – I’d go back to my old habits and all this would have been wasted effort, Ms. Kelly.”“Wouldn’t you like a sister that isn’t always dogging you? Isn’t always complaining about you? Isn’t always fucking with your head and taking your stuff?”“This ain’t Modern Family like on TV, sis. It’s just not you.”“Well I want it to be me! And Master says I can be whatever I really want if I commit to it. Well I’m learning to commit to it now, Ms.. Maybe it was ok to be homosexual after all? Bruceand I had so much in common.Gradually at university Bruce and I built up a circle of female friends.Looking back now I cannot recall exactly how it happened. What I can sayis that we became a safe space for the women in our circle of friends asthey sensed, quicker than I did, that Bruce was gay and they also sensedthat I was too shy and too much of a gentleman to hit on them. Theyliked having a few non-threatening men in their group and Bruce. Maybe I was just being naïve but I avoided mom, soon after that, I would be the first to leave during meals and would only come downstairs when terry was around. Mom tried to make us alone but I always found a way to stay away.Mom’s relationship with dad worsened, though terry was too young to see or understand. I saw the tension between them i knew something was up, I didn’t want to ask mum as I was still avoiding her. One day, I was out with Mary to the mall (where she had sucked my dick.