I know you’ll be gone for most weekends for a couple of months.”“I miss our chats. I’m looking forward to it.”Jackie and I hugged and I went...to meet Kara for lunch. I let Kara know I’d be home late because I was meeting a friend for dinner. She didn’t ask who it was, and I didn’t volunteer, though she said that she’d take care of making dinner for anyone who was home. For some reason, it seemed better to keep the whole thing with Jessica low-key. I put it out of my mind so that I could focus on. Do you want your release? Have I got your soul yet, my love, have I taken over your mind? Are you begging for release, do you want to love me, are you ready to plant your seed into my body to allow your life giving juices to mix with mine? Can your body stand anymore – can your mind? Have I got you yet, my love? Do my kisses excite you, is my love warming you, is my mouth teasing you, do you want me, do you need me? YES, I think now we are ready to carry on with this journey. I’m lowering my. Their lipsever so softly swirled as any thought of Norman or him kissing Lori werequickly erased, as it was so soft and tender for a few minutes untilthey finally came up for air."Guess I didn't realize what I was missing last night," smiled Brian,wiping his gloss from around Ricky's lips."Oh Briana," sighed Ricky, shaking his head, stunned at how electrictheir kiss was. "Wow! Unbelievable! That was even better than I imaginedbut..." Me too, but I think we can even do better," said Brian,. And I can help with your makeup if you need it. We have toleave by six. I'll set out some jewelry for you to wear okay?" Dinner? Me? In a dress?!" You'll look simply delicious by the time we leave. Six o'clock onSaturday."There was nothing to say! My mother had made it clear that I was going,and apparently I would be wearing the red dress. As I turned and headedfor my room I knew that I would not fight it. This was everything Ialways wanted, and my mother was giving it to me. In my room I tried.