I locked the doors, as I usually do, and made my way to the locker room. "Closing up!" I announced, and heard an "OK, I'm dressed in answer." I entere... and we looked at each other for an embarrassed moment, and then I mumbled, "Could I see it again?" He seemed surprised, then unsure, but finally said sure. "No one else is here," I said. "And I locked the doors." Perhaps this was a risky thing to do, admitting to a man I hardly knew that we were alone in a locked building, but this seemed more. “I know I’m no match for him.”The thought that was ticking in the back of my mind grew stronger. I didn’t know whether he would accept my logic, but I decided to give it a try.“There’s a way.”“How?” His eyes were suddenly lit.“You sure think I’m your mother?” I quizzed him.“I already told you that.”“And you hate your abbu for fucking me, and taking me away from you?”“Yes,” he spoke with irritation in his voice, “how many times do I have to tell you that?”“You can take your revenge.” I gave him. Because the next day he called me for a date. In the journal, I wrote that I wanted to have oral sex with him, in a movie theater. My parents went away for the evening with friends. Nick asked me to go to the movies with him. He picked me up and we went to the movies. We got the tickets, got our drinks, and a big bag of popcorn. We sat near the back of the theater. The movie started and we were eating and watching the movie. It was a drama so it was very intense. You really needed to pay. She had been sure she was going to stay away for a while, get some perspective, but her bills had gotten so upsetting she found herself back over here. And agreeing to stay. She could feel her mind cheering at the thought of being out from under her loans, but she was still a little trepidatious. He had said it would be mostly the same, but he also had a least a couple new chores. Wondering if it was going to be anything like the previous weekend, the games, the standing naked in the basement.