But deep down, something inside me was more than flattered. Something inside me wanted to know what it was like. Rachel was still sta...ding beside me and she could see wheels turning inside my head. She could actually see that I was thinking what it was like. “Uh huh. I see you thinking. You are wondering what it was like aren’t you? You are wondering what it would be like for you too. I can see it. You don’t have to tell me.” I smiled slyly. "Elena sweetie, you know that I would never pass up a chance to have aparty," she stated matter of factly.Elena looked incredulously at Zoe who shrugged her shoulders, grabbed aglass of wine being offered by a hot looking guy (hmmm, wearing awedding ring) and said "Yeah sweetheart, you know that, how'd you missthat?"Then Zoe changed the subject. "You dyed your hair red mom! Looks reallynice!" I just love it too! It was Brandon's idea. He thinks I look like thatBeth Harmon character on that show. She was wearing low-riding jeans and a tight knit shirt that left a nice expanse of tanned, sleek waist exposed. She was very shy, clearly not aware of her own beauty, and kept her eyes mostly downcast and her answers to my conversational questions to monosyllables. I asked about school, but this clearly was not a subject that interested her, so I tried to find what things did interest her, and she couldnt really come up with anything. I could see that tutoring Linda might be difficult. Nina. I wanted time to think about what I had been watching, but more importantly, to try to examine my own feelings of lust and desire at seeing her having sex in this manner. I put back her lap top, and went into the shower, and when I came back out she had returned home, as cheerful and relaxed with me as ever. I tried to act normally, but try as I would each time I looked at her I couldn't get rid of the vision of her fingering herself in front of the camera, of her fucking this stranger in every.