However, I would still have to control myself, body and mind, as Gabriel readied himself for a swim, so I wasnt quite out of the woods yet. As we walk...d over to the small white table and chair set which sat next to the pool, it was Gabriel who made the first move. The first thing he did was place his cup of tea on the floor, down by the side of the pool, bending over in front of me as he did so. As you can imagine, that didnt help one bit in terms of trying to control myself! I felt myself. Exercise had become so important to me early in my Army training; I came to see it as a vital activity that would save me in tough situations. Now, I knew those tough situations could be both physical and dangerous, such as what I'd experienced with that farmer at his burning barn, as well as mental, such as how my hard runs were helping me heal from losing Karen. As that thought ran through my brain, I could also hear Nurse Lauren lecturing me about how my exercise generated a runner's high –. I actually rolled it a bit further than I needed to and a small tuft of pubic hair poked out from under the cotton sheet. There was also an obvious bulge under the sheet and Susan gazed down at it.“What’s that?” She peered closer. “Is that your thingy?” I swallowed hard. It was now or never.“That’s my cock!” I said proudly. “Do you want to see it?” Susan turned her gaze to me.“Can I?” She went bright red.“You have to dare though!” I teased and Susan grinned.“I dare me to show me your cock!”. "I can't believe she said those things about me. You must think I really AM a freak after that. I mean, I saw what you said back, but you have to hate me after the way that my mother talked to you." She was crying quietly, trying to hold it in.I reached over and took her hand in mine. She finally looked up at me so I could talk to her. "Karen, you must believe everything I said was true. You've got to believe me you are all those things I said - and more. I'm sorry if I got you in trouble, but.