I could feel the life around me here so much more than I had ever felt.When I look back at my first kill in this new world I can't help but smile. I h...d killed before. My home world was not a place you can survive without taking life. To gain power you have to either drain it from the very land, or take it from another. The land was not a safe place to take from, the constant demand for its resources having fouled its life force. But nothing was like this first new kill.I was wandering amazed. ..in the end I decided on just a black bra and panties.When he arrived at the expected time I was wearing a dressing gown over my underware as I answered my door.After a 'hello' he took the iniative and kissed me, it felt so right and even though I could have let myself go there and then I ushered him into my bedroom, it seems so strange now but I said words to the effect of 'you can get ready in here'....and I left him to get ready...thinking to myself 'am I sure I want to do this '....the. ”“ Ye sub karte hue sharm nahin aayi ab bolne mein sharm aa rahi hai. Bolta hai ya phir…?”“ Didi please! Mera matlab hai aapki vo… vo… umm….umm.. ch… chu…….choot.” Viki buri tarah sharmata hua bola.“ Oh! To choot bolne mein itni sharm aa rahi hai janaab ko.”“ Didi aapke saamne aise shabd kaise bol sakta hun?”“ Achha ! Didi ki Choot dekhne mein to sharm aayi nahin , choot bolne mein bari sharam aa rahi hai. Lekin panty ko soongh kyon raha tha?”“ Bus vaise hi.”“ Vaise hi ? Panty koi soonghne ki. Me - I am not and never will be a girl. Now that I am aware of what isgoing on there is no way I will be having the operation tomorrow.Luke - This is where it gets fun. I wanted you to be aware of what wasgoing on from now on. As part of your hypnotherapy you cannot stop whatis going to happen to you but it will be the real you inside fully awareof what is going on . When you wake up from your operation your ownthoughts and feelings will return once again apart from three things, 1)You.