But here I am again driving to his office.I pull into a parking space, take a deep breath and mentally purge all the reasons I shouldn't be here for t...e ONLY reason I'm here. His office is on the 4th floor and the elevator ride always seems so slow. He's expecting me, so his secretary smiles and lets me in."Hey." he says looking up from the paperwork cluttering his desk.I smile weakly and nod. I look out the big window at the city and wonder if anyone has ever seen me. I wish that thought was. Ab mummy dawai leke aayi aur kyonki suresh ek kursi pe baitha tha to usne apne pair faila rakhe the.Mummy ab ghutno ke bal baith gayi lekin baithne se pahle wo doggy ya phir kahe kutiya ki tarah ho gayi,jisse unki gaand bahar ki taraf nikal gayi , aur jisse dekhke suresh ki nazre wahi dekhne lagi aur shayad uske lund me bhi thodi hulchal hone lagi.Iske baad mummy ghutno ke bal baithi aur suresh ki dono taango ke beech me aakar uske ghutne pe dawaai lagane lagi.Mummy is tarah baithi thi ki mummy. They hesitate as we get nearer, hoping we are going to pass by them. When our presence gets too much for one of the females, she jumps and starts to bolt off. This leaves the fawns and the yearlings trying to hustle along with them. We shoot and watch the rest run off.Mine goes down with a grunt; I think it's a heart shot. Hers is a lung shot and her buck goes off out of sight, so we stay in wait for ten or fifteen minutes. The waiting seems like forever. We go off after it by following the. But what to say? Well, she would startwith the obvious and go from there. Yesterday, Robin had sent her anemail with a wonderful picture of Sissy in his diaper playing on thefloor. Robin had sent a few tiny requests in the email. Now, she had arequest for Robin. A big one!When her email was finally sent, she relaxed a bit more than she had allnight and took a bigger sip of her coffee. So good!Chad stood in front of the long mirror hung on his closet door andchecked his reflection one more.