When I got inside I again wished I had left. He was a decent looking man but the two guys on the couch smoking weed really made me nervous but he quic...ly brought me to the back bedroom. I'm not sure why but from this first experience to each one since I've always been able to relax by getting completely naked. Even if its just a HJ i always get naked. Once I was undressed he went right to work on my cock and I was totally calm. It felt so fucking good. Warm and wet, what ever i lacked in being. "Shaking his outstretched hand, I sat across from him and answered "Well you already know my name." I do..." Stephen responded but stopped short as I swung my legs across the arm of the chair, giving him a momentary glimpse of panty. "Yes… I do." He paused for a moment and then said, "I must admit, I really find your clothes very attractive." These plain things?" I answered, actually surprised. Clients rarely commented on my elaborate costumes, and never on the "Librarian Look." "It is the. Still, it's been too long and you have been looking for a chance to have some fun. After finishing your early morning swim and sun bathe you walk past a woman that you have noticed has been watching you all the time you've been at the pool. You walk close past her deliberately and offer a smile which is retuned. You also notice that she's not at all bad looking and something stirs inside you. She calls out and you chat for a while. You offer her a morning coffee and she accepts. You watch her. So five days was remaining to go and I was sitting with my mom. I dont knw what happened to me I cried and my mom told not to cry.I remain silent for sometime then I said I love you mom she said I love you too.. I went near her and took her hand and she stood up and I hugged her tightly and kissed her cheek.She kissed back then I was going to kiss her lips she pushed me and said you cannot do this and went to her bedroom.I followed her and caught her hand and said mom I want to love you badly.