Today I decided to stop waiting for you to move.’ He frowned. ‘Come on.’ ‘Seriously!’ ‘A goddess like you has to be able to do better than...me.’ Goddess? ‘Run this by me at half-speed, please.’ He looked a little away. ‘I’m not much. I’m not young, not big or handsome, not sociable or popular. I’m just a middle-aged engineer. I’d be foolish to think I could play in your league.’ He sounded calm, fatalistic. He wasn’t fishing, he believed what he’d said. With one hand I turned his head back to. I sucked him slowly but eagerly. Fuck he tasted good. I reached between his legs and poked my finger into his butt hole. It felt warm, wet and slimy. I popped his cock out of my mouth and looked up. He looked down at me “Relax, it's cum - from guys who fucked me earlier today. Yeah, I know I'm a slut. You should probably tell me to leave because I want to make you like me.”It was like I was hearing a rattlesnake warning but I became willing to dangle myself in its strike zone. My cock was. I put my tongue inside her mouth. I also started biting her lips. Her anger was long gone, I made her lie on the bed all the while kissing her. I was on top of her and I started pressing her boobs. She was having so much pleasure. I broke the kiss and stood up. I removed all my clothes and stood naked. She too did the same and was naked. One of my lust, one of the sexiest women I had been jerking off to was standing nude in front of me to be fucked. I asked her to sit on the edge of the bed. Not feeling like talking to anyone I ate some peanuts and fruit from the mini fridge and ate it on the patio watching the surf roll in. After a beer and watching some very dark clouds roll in, I climbed into bed and called my girlfriend to tell her all about my vacation so far. ‘Sounds as though you are getting over the ‘Jilted at the Alter’ scenario?’ She said. Without a tear shed and a deep breathe in relief I felt wanted and sexy. The rain began to fall slightly and then picked up. I fell.