" Claire said. "What a relief, it actually feels kind of cool now that I know I'm not damaged. I think I was really starting to freak out."Claire and ... both lay back on the bed, had another smoke and we talked about our night. I had apparently made an anal convert out of Claire and we were both looking forward to the new piss games that we could play the next time we got together. We fell asleep holding each other.In the morning I woke up with Claire sucking my cock and we fucked one more time.. I really don't meet that many guys my own age around here. And he IS cute."I smiled smugly. "He wouldn't have gone for you. He was still crushing on me." Maybe." Stella gave me a challenging grin. "But then you've never actually seen me go to work."I laughed and the two of us chuckled over that for a few seconds. Stella then leaned forward and slapped my knee, a look of mock outrage on her face. "So how come I didn't know you two were going on a date last night? It was a Wednesday! What's up. This prick would open a new shithouse if there were a free lunch in it. The only problem I was having was to remember what he looked like. Normally I had a photographic memory for faces and details and for some reason I could not keep the arseholes face in my mind. I had to keep looking at the photo and even then look back at it to remind myself ten minutes later.It was as black as the inside my arse and I could barely make out his house I don't know what would be expected to come from an. If...if it hadn't been forJames here, I would be dead tonight. I never knew, never even guessedthat there were so many others like me, and that helps a lot. But, therejection I have felt....it still hurts, and I don't know what I can doto stop it." Tina, most of the people in this room have been where you are. We havelost families, friends, lovers, spouses, jobs, and more.We have been rejected by churches, driven from homes, and mistreated bystrangers, as well as people we knew and loved, and.