Kuchh der tak sikayee ke bad mera dard bahut had tka kam ho gaya. Ab tak subah ho chuki thi. Main bathroom jana chahti thi par uth nahin pa rahi thi. ...aine us se kaha main bathroom jana chahti hoon lekin uth nahin pa rahi hoon. Wo mujhe god mein utha kar bathroom le gaya. Maine us se kaha tum bahar jao mujhe nahana hai. Wo bola, “mujhe bhi nahana hai. Hum dono saath hi nahate hain.” Usne mere sare badan par sabun lagaya aur apne badan par bhi. Nahane ke baad wo mujhe god mein hi utha kar bistar. As we walk up the hill past the boys' cabins, Madi drops her bags in the middle of the dirt and stands there. I turn around and say, “Madi, come on now, we need to get you in your cabin and settled. Let’s go, little lady.”She runs to me as fast as she can, hops onto my chest and begins to kiss me on the lips. Thankfully, nobody is around to see this or I would be doomed to be fired. I step back a few feet, kneel to her level and say, “Listen, Madi, I want you so badly but I will lose my job and. They think all black men are criminals. They’ve harassed black men who are off-duty cops, lawyers, doctors, scientists, journalists, mailmen, actors, singers, comedians, writers, professional athletes, social workers and activists. The policemen and policewomen who target black males do so because they think they’re invincible. They think they can get away with everything they do. And quite often they do. Black men can fight back by playing smart. Black men need to stay away from crazy,. It's a part of my body. It will be there until the day I die (hopefully). And it's never going to change (for the better). So it's "small", who gives a rats ass? If any of the women I've slept with have cared, then fuck 'em, as the k**s are saying these days "doesn't matter, had sex". If they didn't care, which most women who get themselves in a situation where a penis is about to enter them, don't since they've already gotten to that point, then it does not matter, the hard part's over.If a.