The brush made tiny circles in the same place over and over. "Nicole,Nicole are you with us?" Mom, did you just invite Art Sandusky over?" No darling,...hardly." Whew, am I relieved. I don't think I could handle that!" No, he's going to meet you this Friday night for the town fireworksdisplay." A date?" Nick wailed. "A date?" It's not exactly a date, Nicole. Mrs. Sandusky was so insistent. Youknow Mrs. Sandusky." Nick did know Mrs. Sandusky. She was a big, hairyfaced lady with a perennial smile. It was all my fault, I had done this to her and now she was without a man and her c***d would not have a father. “Well why can’t I be the father, if that is what you want for your c***d?” I couldn’t believe what I had just said. She stopped and looked at me with probably about the same expression as I was wearing. Then she wrapped her arms around me and started laughing and crying again. “I can’t believe you just said that. What were you thinking Duncan?” I. Later that night Zeke stopped by after work to check on Lisa as he had promised. He knocked on the door and she answered” yes who is it” Lisa its Zeke! As she opened the door I could see that she had on a nice satin house coat that stopped right above her knees.” Come in and have a seat she said “. My mind started thinking crazy things and I froze for a minute and then went in and sat down at the counter. How you holding up I asked her? Fine for now but if! Hey don’t think that I told her he. You will know how to apply make-up and how to get dressed. You will even know which colors go together and which outfits are appropriate for different occasions. Feelings of confusion and mild fear will sweep through you body when you concentrate on remembering your past. The more you force your old memories to come to you, the more difficult you will find it to recall your life as David. Eventually, you won't really care about that period of your life. You will find joy in your new life.