While she was at it, she had installed speakers in my bedroom, assuring the message would be reinforced while I was sleeping. Dani ordered in Chinese ...or us, while we waited, I spent some time working on the class schedule needed the first day of class, all the time being reinforced with the messages she had implanted in me, while I was under her hypnotic influence. Joining her at the dinning room table, we laughed and joked, not being ashamed of the touching of each other. Way too fast, it was. I am leaving and will not return but you will always be in my heart. Thank you for the many happy years we shared." With tears rolling down my cheeks, I turned from the bedroom door and went into the living room area. I packed a couple of changes of clothes, my passport, phone and charger, and wallet with its pictures into a neat package. I had a backpack type purse and filled it. When I left, I didn't lock the door.I climbed in the rental car and slowly drove into the little town looking for. " I recite the author and title, carefully watching her reactions. As soon as I say the name her eyes widen and her face immediately turns a beautiful shade of pink. She looks down at her desk and shuffles a pile of papers around, trying to compose herself. "Err, I think you'll find that on the third floor under..." she looks up at me and blushes even more "... Erotic Fiction." "Yes, I looked there but couldn't find it. Could you help me find it?" She stares at me for a long moment, a nervous. A heart which was beating furiously. Claudette pushed the door open and Istepped into the sounds and smells and sights of the ultimate feminineretreat from all things male.The acrid smell of a perm in process and the sounds of female laughterand busy dryers and the sight of several women around my age tightly incurlers of all sizes, serenelysitting under gleaming dryer helmets, washed away my unease. I knew assoon as I walked into this glorious torture chamber that this was whereWendy.