He realized that this was the first time they had actually touched one another in the long months of being together. “I am yours, Evan Anderson,” ...he said, “to have and to hold forever. Please let me love you and be with you from now until you tire of me.” “I will never tire of you, my darling Emily,” he told her earnestly. “You will be my love and my life from this day forward. All that you need and want will be yours as I am able to provide it.” “All I want, dearest Evan, is for you to love. 'Impregnate': That is a word that takes 'fuck' to a whole new level. Especially here, where these women have become the center of my universe, where every emotion I've ever had toward a female seems to be pallid and tame compared to the incredibly intense feelings that well in me every time I think of these magnificent creatures.They drive every other thought from my head. My heart swells with passion whenever I touch them. It will be my honor, my duty to impregnate them. And in the meantime I. At lunchtime I faxed copies of the documents over to Ann's office. So she could start on the papers. My afternoon seemed to drag after that. I kept thinking back to how much I loved Dana when we'd first gotten together. I had to get myself together. My mood swings were as bad as hers. I kept alternating between hating her guts, and wishing she wasn't doing this so we could stay together. I thought about marriage counseling. I thought about maybe trying to forgive her and get past this. The. A couple of girls at one of the tables looked up at smiled when I sat down. I smiled back, then read the Bangkok Post which they had on a table at the front. I went for a walk up the beach after eating. I didn't see Danny along the way in that direction, but there were lots of other people and things to check out. There were guys of various ages with Thai girls, and some with Thai boys, and a lot of foreigners like me. Some of the foreign girls smiled at me when I walked past. One girl was.