” I pulled the skirt of my virgin-white dress higher, until the smooth flesh above the lace tops of my stockings was just visible. Tom moved his ri...ht hand under one of the ribbon strips of my stocking straps and teased it away from my leg. “If Roger had any idea how to have fun, Faith, he would be in for an incredible night tonight, wouldn’t he?” “This shouldn’t be happening, Tom,” I said, my voice cracking slightly. I lifted my eyes once more to see them met by two more in the rear view. “Always? I only remember this one.”“You said that you didn’t want me to have to marry you.”“And I don’t. It’s not an objection to pregnancy. Throw away your Pills in May of ‘78 for all of me. It’s a matter of your will. I want you to desire me the way I desire you ... And I’d hoped you’d forgotten that. Anyway, twice in ten months isn’t always.”“I remembered that. And if you desired me as much as I desire you, you’d marry me this spring.”“I desire you. It’s just that the cost is too great.. After I was finally clear of the government snoops, I started looking into different past times. There were so many areas in the past that I wanted to look into. I had a lot of questions. For example, I had always wondered about the JFK assassination.Here was a fascinating person indeed. While professing to be a Democrat, he was nothing like today's "mainstream" liberal radicals. He would be considered quite conservative by today's standards.I noted with interest that he understood the economy. Both were married professionals. Good ‘up-standing’ citizens, family people and on the face of it, very ‘normal,’ but both had a dark side simmering just under the surface. A need for a little danger, excitement and sexual relief. Lou had dressed according to his request. A feminine, pale-coloured shift dress and heels. She loved the classics, so did he, nothing tarty or slutty, and that suited Lou’s wardrobe well so choosing the right outfit had been easy for her. Lou had spent ages getting.