*l?chel*Wenn du schon so offen bist, will ich es auch sein. Als ich anfing sahich mich auch lange als Hetero-Kerl, der gern mal Frauenkleider tr?gt,ab...r das Verlangen nach der Kleidung wurde immer st?rker und irgendwannwar ich an dem Punkt an dem es mich nur noch beruhigt hat R?cke undKleider zu tragen, in Anzug und Krawatte kam ich mir dagegen zunehmenderverkleidet vor. W?hrend ich meine Transition begann hatte ich eineFreundin, aber sie kam damit nicht klar, dass ich ganz Frau werdenwollte.. Relentlesspositivity is the watchword now."Plymouth remained Plymouth as she took me around it, but it feltdifferent now - there was magic about; magic to make Lora somebody'sidea of a man, magic to make me potentially every woman. Mrs Singh'squiet words about my likely fate had Lora not found me haunted my everystep and nausea rose at the thought of being trapped like that. Inbetween that mindless compulsion to mate as I tripped between men'sfantasies would I have known who I was? Would I have. We went down the elevator and into a cab, which took us to the corner of F-Street.F-street was home to a slew of hoodlums, laughing at us in our Ken and Barbie outfits. Our flamboyancy stood out like skittles in a toilet. Drunks jeered us as they passed us on the sidewalk. Even a group of guys in a cab slowed down to laugh at us."That's fucked up!" American Pie!!!"Following the "American Pie" wisecrack, I heard an eruption of laughter, followed by repeated chants of the movie that was. "Mr. Norris said, "Back to the incident at school. We'd like to know your explanation for it?"I doubted he was interested in a mob of middle-school kids, so presumably he meant the fight. I answered, "It's pretty straightforward, sir. Some of that mob mentality exists in high school too. Not as bad, thank goodness, but it's still there. Some of the boys got jealous of me for doing so well academically, athletically and socially, so they decided to get revenge by removing part of my anatomy.".