" I now knew that it was Chris who was spreading my butt cheeks apart. As instructed, I begged, "Oh please ma'am, please put the white thing inside m......into my bottom. Please make me cum with that in my ass." Saying those words excited me further. I continued to hump against the vibrating shaft of the large red dildo that was wedged between my clitoris and the pillows underneath me. Jill placed the tip of the white, hard plastic vibrator against me tight sphincter. A wave of pleasure shot. I am going to enjoy it. And you will keep quiet. You will not tell anyone..”The stranger was leaning on my back, making me bend completely over the hood. Then I felt him lift my skirt. I heard him fumbling with his belt, dropping his pants down.Then I felt him pulling on my panties. But he did not want to struggle with them: he just picked up his knife and then my panties were cut off from my body.I wanted to struggle, but I knew it was useless. There was no one to help. The place was deserted.. Unfortunately I received a permanent mark for surviving, as it was rare for a bottleneck of 50% to leave someone unbroken after even six months.I helped myself with a personal mantra I was careful never to breathe out loud. “I’m invisible. I’m nothing. I’m not worth it.” It helped me mute any reactions which might make my life difficult. More difficult.The day continued after the assemble with assigned duties until Meal time came at mid-day. After we ate our prescribed meals and you can bet. I even had to remind myself every day that it wasn’t about the money. It was about helping people. I hoped I could remember that when we started to have something to sell.I had no idea at that time how long it was going to take to bring in a crop, even a small one. It was likely that we wouldn’t even get a crop the first summer. I needed to get the Bamboo plants up and growing as soon as possible. I had the seeds germinate and sprout inside two weeks. I called the professor.“So Michael what it.