She said she can manage her cousin. So I drive get to that dam it was like a island kinda place with long tress and surrounded my water only one way d...rection to main road.As we reach there my girlfriend asked me just one thing is this place safe and I just nodded yes and grab her I’m my arms and start kissing her with my hands all over her boobs. She unhook my jeans, bring out my dick and start jerking my dick gently which smooching me. In front seat it was like uncomfortable so we moved to. "I told him I would have to talk to you." Her big eyes were staring straight into mine."You did?" I asked, starting to breathe again. I looked at my tray of food but I was still not hungry.She was playing with her food, looking over at me, back at her food, checking the other kids at the table to see if they were watching and back at me. "I told him I would go with him if you didn't need me to pinch hit again," she said, lowering her eyes and then peeking at me for a second."I do," I almost. Pete continued, "Who has the ledger?" He held out his hand and Laura produced it and handed it to him. Pete opened the ledger and went through the list. When he was done, he said, "By my count, Lana has 10, Laura has 8 and Linda has 5. Lana, that means you will go both first and last. Come here." Lana stood up and walked over to stand in front of Pete. He spoke again, "Now, drop your robe and get over my knee." She reached for her waist and untied the tie that was holding her robe closed. She. Very foolish."She turned and walked out on me. I was fuming now, angry that she had interfered in my life. Angry that she had the nerve to accuse me of... of... being selfish. It was at that moment that I knew that is what I had been. Selfish. I had been unable to accept the loss of Becky, and I had begun to work out a way to make it 'acceptable' to me. I sat down on the toilet and cried.I was losing my wife, the one person I truly loved and needed in my life, and I had been acting like a fool..