Oh shit. I don’t even jump off the low diving board into a pool. My heart rate started going up as we watched the ground get further away. As we got...higher, I told Tanya, “I don’t want my body to be cremated.”There was nothing but nothing between us and the ground below, which was slowly getting farther and farther away. We held each other’s hand, the only link I felt to any kind of sanity. I didn’t think it was ever going to stop, getting higher and higher. Who the hell thought coming to Reno. I was propped up on the pillows watching her. She reached out her hands for me and when I took them in mine, she pulled me to the side of the bed. She released my hands then reached down to use her fingers to separate my knees. She moved in to stand between them. Her breasts were at my eye level. The top of her bra barely covered her nipples and I could see how hard they were as they strained to break through the material. Her breasts were large as were her nipples. The area was dark around. ”“About what?”“Why you’re OK with me having sex with Becky and not Melanie? Why you have such a visceral reaction to Melanie?”“What are you talking about?”“Come on Jen. You basically told me to screw Becky silly and do it until she couldn’t walk. When Melanie asked for the same thing, you freaked out. Both of them said they loved me. Becky still hopes for a relationship down the road. Melanie is actually willing to settle just for sex, but would like a relationship. What’s the difference?”“I. It was wider than the path we had walked on before and had two parallel dirt trails, separated by grass. Those trails had to be made by some sort of vehicle, I thought, even when I couldn't see tire tracks in them.Once we were inside the forest again, it felt much colder than in the sun. It wasn't too cold, only somewhat cooler, but with our wet naked bodies, it felt much colder to us. The cool breeze going through the forest would take care of that, by blowing our bodies dry. When I noticed.