For the present purposes, what mattered was that he could tell what number, color or shape he was looking at.He sat propped up on his hospital bed, wi...es coming out of his shaved skull to a machine beside the bed. At the foot of his bed was the chair where Meredith sat facing him, wearing the halo which received its signals by radio."Now, Meredith, I will give you two choices. Tell me which one you think Carl is looking at." A monitor was in front of Carl so he could see it but Meredith could. I was clenching my kagels trying to hold back any of the leftover sperm inside of me.Finally Jack stood and said, "Let's get on the bed, it is to hard to eat you like this." "FUCK!" I thought. I should have responded here or at least have acted like I did, it would be harder to clinch myself laying on my back and he would be able to really get at me like that, I was instantly mad at myself I could have acted it all out in the bathroom, now he would really find out what I had inside of me. As he. " (Where did that come from?)Anne said, "That is my good girl. We start today."Very quickly I learned I had to sit down for everything in thebathroom. I was now dressed like a toddler. Mary Jane shoes with longwhite socks and little girl dresses. I was allowed to watch the DVD andthe VCR. I was also allowed to play with dolls and have pretended teaparties. (I was thinking and acting like a little girl.)Meals I was place in a high chair and spoon-fed. It was bowl of gritsand Cream of Wheat mixed. McGuinn. It is nice and masculine, just like you,” she said.I agreed and offered to buy the painting from her. She would hear none of that.“It is a gift, Tyler, to bring you good luck in your endeavors.”Then she gave me an impish smile.“Besides, I need to move it anyway, so you and your guests will stop knocking it off the wall.”I could only think of one way to thank her, so I stepped forward, swept her up in my arms until her feet were off the ground, and laid one on her. Molly squealed in.