"I've never seen you this eager for work," Buffy said while trying not toyawn."Another day and I'd go crazy, but I at least fully understand thebeginn...ng of Apocalypse Now." Never seen it." And I thought I knew you."The two went downstairs where they were picked up by Agent R. When theyreached the office, R stopped Faith while Buffy went ahead and walked in."Are you sure you're ready for this?" R asked."Yeah," she said before kissing him. "I couldn't stand another day ofjust pacing around my. Don’t you think? Tomorrow would be wonderful, but let me come to you. Tell me when and where and I will count the minutes. Love, Joan. She hoped she was not being too forward, too bold, but she knew her inner thoughts and feelings, not even expressed to herself, were finding expression in her message to Paul. She felt warm and happy and looked out the window without even noticing it was still grey. --------------------- She left early the next day—a half hour earlier than necessary. She was. Dad kept watched me and whenever I looked at him he just told me that I looked like mum. When I’d finished shaving, rinsed and dried I started to feel a bit guilty. Basically I’d put on a show for my father and he must have been suffering from a case of blue balls.“Are you sure that I can’t help you with anything dad?” I asked. Right then I was prepared to let my father fuck me but he wasn’t having any of it and I decided not to offer myself to him again, well not that day. If he wanted me then. And yet the idea of it turned me on. Even after all that I had been through last week I still had those same fantasies that had gotten me into this mess to start with!The weeks flew by and before I knew it I was helping my husband pack for his next trip. I drove him to the airport in the morning and then drove straight home. I sat by the phone for a long time. I knew I had to call Ted. My orders were to call him as soon as my husband was gone and I was alone. He said he would know if I did not..