“Sure,” she said as she gave me a little smile and walked away.As I reached the car Jessica asked me “So, I guess she is coming over tonight sin...e moms going to the bar?”“Yeah she is, but it’s none of your business,” I said a tad irritated.“Fine just don’t be too loud, I want to sleep,” she said with smile.“We will do our best,” I said with a smirk, and that was the end of it.That night around 7pm my sister and I had finished eating dinner I heard the doorbell ring. I went to the door and. I got to get out of here.". I'm panicked. I grab my purse."What's wrong?" I ... I can't stay. Sorry."Erin looks perplexed. I can't explain. Not right now.I get in my car and I just sit there. I'm shaking.The man in the photos, Breanne's dad, is my rapist. His name is Joe.I cry on my bed behind a locked door.I wake up feeling better and with so many thoughts.I can see only one way I can exorcise the control that that man has over me by what he did to me. I must control him. I must return in more. Later Sarah was to take things further, at 18 shortly before she met Mike and while at college, she had a short affair with a married man, a 59 year old tutor.She would always give me all the juicy details, much to my fascination, excitement.....and frustration. I suppose what I really wanted was to experience an older.....an old man myself.What can I say? I just love the whole thing, wrinkles, grey hair, experience. Older guys just do it for me, I want it, want to have one for myself. His name. What was the name of that gay boy you dated whenyou didn't want Eve to know you were seeing other men, so you couldassure him they were all homosexuals and no threat to him, and you evengot one to suck off his cock to prove it? Then to fuck him even beforehe became a woman and they took his bandages off, so he'd know his properplace once and for all as you put it? Well, I need someone to do thesame for Jeanne. Suck on him, I mean, give him some kind of sexualrelease when he's being a good.