I knew it when I asked you to help me. I knew it when we made love before you left. I know it now.“I also know that for some reason, at least for no..., you can’t be monogamous. Jennifer and I talked about that when she let you help me. We talked about it more when you were away. It’s simply who you are. Jennifer could accept it. Well, so can I. You’ve told me Joyce has a real problem with it, and that she’s hoping that you’ll change. Jennifer told me she didn’t think you would change, but she. "Staring at them isn't going to help." Cole offered.Nikolai grunted in response, but continued his loathing of the young blond man holding tightly onto what was his. His brows knit together as he realized the direction his thoughts were taking. His. Where the hell had that come from? "If I take one step towards them I can't guarantee that you won't need to hire someone to clean up the blood that will spill."Cole had known Nikolai for nearly twenty years and even though he had thirteen years on. I had originally planned on wearing them onSaturdays but Ryan had made the Varsity football team so we went to thegames every Friday night and the jeans seemed to fit in better. My GodDiana! You are become so girly wanting to fit in!So many other things were changing as well. Fr. Daniels had gotten theinformation to Aunt Sharon on the class for converts and I went everyMonday evening. Aunt Sharon had gotten me a pink Trapper Keeper and hadtaught me to carry it against my chest like a girl. The. I wasn't shocked because we had expressed fantasies to each other when our love making turned to raw sex. As I scanned them I realized that he had quite an eye for pretty girls of all ages. The thought of him projecting me into these scenes excited me. I never mentioned it to him but began viewing them with regularity.My job as the manager of a sports clothing store demands that I stay in shape.I work out diligently to maintain my toned, athletic body. I get many stares from the guys as I head.