My whole body ached for him, and my heart pounded for him. I am in love with Bobby, and I have to let Caleb go. My eyes fluttered open, feeling bet...er than ever before. I looked at the bed next to me, but I didn’t see my man. I sat up and saw him sitting in a chair across the room, facing the window. I got out of bed and crept over to him, ready to straddle him and to consummate the proposal that he made in my dream. I envisioned him pushing me against a wall and fucking me while standing. He was slightly taller than me and a little broader across the chest. He looked extremely sexy to me. He also had a slightly husky voice. He asked what I was doing that evening. I told him I was just seeing what happened and asked if he had any ideas. He suggested we visit a gay spa, something completely foreign to me as we don't have these in my own town. I said maybe later and we continued to chat until the bar closed.The guy had an apartment on one of the main streets in the city in the. .the story of a woman on the morning of a war...remind me ifyou will exactly what we're fighting for...calling, calling forsomething in the air...calling, calling, I know you must be there...Ican't tell you who to idolise...throw me to the wolves because there'sorder in the pack...throw me to the sky because I know I'm comingback..."What...the fuck...?The next week and a bit...well...there was no immediate obviousreaction to Mike coming out as autistic. The first Monday after thatevent saw Mike. More about that as we travel through time of my life so it became a weekly thing every saturday when my parents went shopping leaving my bro, my sis and I to fend for ourselfs under the gaze of my bro who at 18 mth older than me was busy with his own stuff and my sis would be outside playing she was younger so was happy with a doll to keep her amused for hours .At first I just wanked him and then progressed to sucking him taking a while to get used to the metallic taste of his come I was.